Title: Repetitive. Written By: Eleanor Diplock.

Tired and empty, 

cold hearted lies,

I've been gone a long time,

distance shows in my eyes,

distance shows in my eyes

I'm back and I want what is mine,

I know I've been gone a long time

distance spreads in my lies,

distance spreads in my lies

Lusting for happiness,

it'll never be mine,

it'll never be mine,

too many troubles playing on my mind,

too many troubles in my mind

Chorus: As repetitive is my life,

I wake up with less and less pride,

I would wish and I'd wait to be you,

your body so light and mind so free,

I could wait for forever and a day,

seconds eat up my energy, baby

Lusting for something more than love,

emotions get tangled up in a web,

time and time I've called,

you never answer to me,

you never answer to me

Chorus

Ending: As repetitive is my love,

It starts ends then fucks me right up,

As strong as my armour may seem,

I'm weak and I'm dumb and I'm a teen.

Title: Creation. Written By: Eleanor Diplock.

One look into your eyes,
and your under my skin,
a deer in the headlights,
you've reeled me in,
you've reeled me in

What unbelievable behavior,
surrounding so thin,
the airs getting tighter,
the nights pulling in

chorus: For such gentle eyes,
you fill my blood with eternal anger
I'm frustrated, for you love
Because my patience is wearing thin
I'm bare to the bone, you've found the real me
you've found all I can be

I've so many flaws, yet you're so beautiful
a creation in my mind, so elegant, so subtle
but when I wake your gone,
the demon of reality awaits,
the demon of reality awaits, me

Chorus

Ending: I'd hope you'd be alright,
I'll sleep alone another night,
because dreams are all I know,
when you're there by my side, dear
you're there by my side dear

Title: Softly. Written By: Eleanor Diplock.

Soft lips, slowly curse my brain
I'll picture you, again and again
until I get my fix, my fix of you
until I get my fix, my fix of you

I lose my focus,
the majority of the time,
the seconds that pass my eyes are never lonely
but when they are I feel fragile and broken
because without love, my hearts left wide open

Trample on me,
if it sets you free,
I'll be your adviser, your daily subscriber to all that is sweet
I'll feel your fears and drown them out with all that's warm
I'll feel your fears and drown them out with all that's wrong

Chorus: If I could take this all away
trust me I would, if only I could save you, lead you astray
your head hangs low, each time you look up
you just take a fall
each time you look up,
I will be your all

Sleep next to me, I'd hope one night we could
we could watch childhood movies and talk all night
like we should,
I just want to conversate
cause I just want you, more each day

Chorus

Ending: Softly kiss, softly sleep
awaken my soul, I know it sounds deep
I need new light to shine upon my dark days
now summers gone, you are away

Title: I can no longer. Written By: Eleanor Diplock

Careless hearts
Careless thoughts
say bitterness softly, quickly
washed out with a drag or two
of your favorite cigarette

I watch you, dumbly
I watch you, numbly
softly drowning sorrows with another sip or your favorite drink
I feel your sadness,
I feel your sadness,
like the shore it slowly drifts on in

Chorus: Would you look at me like I look at you
or would it scare you to feel the way I do
when all I know and feel is real
numb the pain and reel me in,
I wish for longer nights with you,
even though there's space between us
a sparks still new,
each time and hour that passes our lips
I feel you near,
I feel new trips

This would be so much easier
if  I couldn't feel,
feel so much sorrow,
feel so surreal in your arms,
all I would love for is for love in your eyes
but hoping is waiting and I've done my time

Chorus

Ending: I can no longer tell you,
how long I can wait,
my days are endless,
and I know this isn't fate

Title: For love, I'd hope. Written By: Eleanor Diplock.

If I were to wait for you, again
I'd promise myself to hold back
all these emotions piling in my head
worry less child, sleep instead

If I were different I'd be so free,
catching all the enemies, setting them on me
keep them in the cage, trapped forever
you and me can laugh and say we'd never be apart
when the truth,
the truth is in our hearts

Chorus: Settle down,
Settle down,
you can't run away from all you haven't yet found
I'll keep you, forever my dear
buried deep inside, another ocean of fear
buried deep inside, I'll keep you near

To be rescued, to be loved, to be wanted
all because, I can and I should be
but with you it's not just reality
I could hope for another day
just another day with you
in your arms of safety

Chorus

Ending: I would wish,
I would love,
for you and me,
just because
there's no three words better than to say
I'll leave you and I'll love you
all the more today.

Title: Bitter Taste. Written By: Eleanor Diplock.

Told, to be
better
to be smarter
to be stronger
to be happier
to be prettier
slimmer
wittier...

I'm a human being,
I can't be defined by a list,
of foolish letters,
I'm a human being,
I can feel everything,
but unlike you,
I can't taste the sour words I spit off my tongue
but unlike you, I like you

Frozen smiles I fear your fall,
you're beautiful ruins it all
and you're broken, I can see it
and you're weary eyes believe it,
fool, fool, so quiet now

Chorus: The bitter taste has left my tongue,
the suns gone down and we're alone
but I feel vulnerable like a child now
your dominant presence prowls proud
and I'd like for me to take it all away
and I'd like for you to come over and stay
but I'd be waiting...


Twisted sights I see you near,
nothing left for me to fear,
and I'd pray to god that one day
we'd become something, saved
in our memories

Chorus

Ending: The sour taste has left my tongue
The bitter words I yell from my lungs
and I'd pray to god to keep me this way,
because I know I can be better, and I've tried
I've tried, today.

Title: I. Written By: Eleanor Diplock.

Softly sleeping as I wipe my smile away,
I start to agree there have been better days,
I can't help but sound obsessed,
you've got me so depressed
troubles in my mind,
questions all the time,
I'm tired of chasing every word you rhyme
they're all so damaging
to my youthful, deceitful ears


Chorus: I lack faith in myself,
I lack faith in myself,
because of this, because of you
the past stays bitter and true,
a constant reminder of all I had
I threw it away
Lust, love, sanity


I want to understand, you better
I want to last forever
seeking happiness deep inside
never forgetting you by my side
oh how sad I sound,
and how sad it seems
I'd rather be sad and alive
than dead and in my dreams

Chorus


Ending: Give me everything,
give me all,
I'll expect less, and take a fall
Because with you here tonight,
With you here by my side,
wonderful
wonderful