Title: vein flow.

simplicity forms in the meeting of our lips
momentarily we're remorseful of words we never say
we always remember, remember the flaws of our time
push aside any grains of me at my best
the main participant of flaws

and you've the responsibility to let me know that, to let me know that
this is the flow, the crow of you and I
lingering in the darkness
covered in bare skin

Chorus: in your bedroom under the covers
where we are, out of safety
we blossom, I blossom, under you
we dream like canvas
waiting to be found
I don't want to discover you've gone
it's not too late to let me know, let me know that

it's wrong to be alive without you
the brush of your skin is enough to hurt
I don't want to discover you've gone
you should let me know that
what you're intentions are, if good, if any

I await an incline of romance
consistent lust drains my veins
my lung thuds heavy for your chance to change
my mind buried in my heart, lingering on my sleeves
it's time to let me know that

chorus

you want to run, you long to catch up on love lost
and you fade and you fade and you fade
into the nightfall
it's too late it's too late it's too late
for you to change now

Title: You.

You are gold, for the price of silver
you never think, you just become
the purest light lingers on your slender shoulders
and still you believe you're nothing special
I awake tangled in you
I remain in awe of your all
awaiting for you and I to grow, to blossom

and in my daydreams,
you speak so softly
beauty flows from your lungs to your lips
and I'll wait for you to fuck up
although I fear I'll grow old before I witness your mistake
this is the only chance I've got
and it isn't enough
enough enough for us both
there's not a sea big enough for you and I

Chorus: glide over, glide over me
breathe me in, spit me out through remorseful words
you claim you're grieving
you're bound to fall
my vessel sinks fast in your shallow mind
and tell me darling, who deserves to be superior?

I, for eternity, take the blame
if only you would hold me
momentarily forget about the world
if only, if only, if only
you'd rise above the violence in which our tongues fight

chorus


ending: to rule my world
to be thought of so fondly
and in my daydreams
you speak like summer clouds
you kiss like winter rain
you act like serene justice

Title: The downfall

forever buried in the depths of loneliness
suffocating on everything I'll never be
enough, enough, enough for you
visible flaws, outweigh any good in me
oh the possibilities I could endure, if I had beauty on my side
I sleep with silk sheets to feel soft, to feel you

I could never know, how to feel anything
anything other than low
picking apart my flesh and bones
until I'm destroyed, until there's nothing left of me but simplicity
innocent imitations of how we could be
I pretend I pretend I pretend you'd never retreat
in my imagination, you are made of gold

Chorus: a conversation for me to hold,
you're the reflection staring back
criticise me until I stand old
I promised to never listen
I promised to never understand
but when my heart flows bruises
you're hesitant to offer any forced hand
you move so fast, and I so slow
we're both the same somehow, so I'm told
we're both near as we are far apart

unseen comparisons,
thief of the mind,
I could never be rescued
drowned forever ago
for you

chorus

ending: I sleep with silk sheets
to feel soft, to feel close, to feel you
I rest beneath seas
to feel rough, to feel far, to feel you

Title: Breathe you (easy)

You're the liquid I weep
thickening with fear you run through the depths of my veins
my body a racecourse for failures you've yet to blame
I'm the shadow in the corner, waiting for you to come home
I'm the emptiness inside your head when you're all alone

You're all I need, all I need, all I need
I require you, needle to my skin
numb I'm oblivious to voices fading in
and I see you, I see you, I see you
standing there in awe of all that's in your sight

Chorus: You're all I need, all I see, all I breathe
intoxicated in the depths of my lungs
I inhale your touch, your sound, your mind
you're all I need, all I see, all I breathe
hidden in the dusty hinges of my bones
waiting for you to call
waiting for you to call

I'm part of the irreparable cluster
we're parallel lines
buried in our bodies
the constellations I forever see in you
I lack courage, I lack beauty

chorus

ending: I'm the shore to the ocean
I'd never leave you for one moment
you always come back, and you've no reason to
suffer, suffer, with the lack of everything I could never be
in your arms, I've yet to breathe

Title: Yearn.

My emotions as raw as the sun in denial
slowly surrendering to the night sky
I wait for you, I wait for you
this is the everlasting dream of you and I
the depths of my vessel are forever aching for you
for your touch, your reassurance, for your sanity
for comparison is a thief but with you I'm much better

my lonely heart with a rate so rapid
for your hands to see, for your lips to feel
we've to become lukewarm
aware of our surroundings
now that it isn't just us, never alone

Chorus: Tell me honest words through your silver teeth
I'll listen, I promise to try to be everything you feel inside
although you're not one to discover how helpful lies are
through the grit in my bones, to the delicate home I've survived

I'm the soar in the sky,
forever falling into you
I'm still unaware as to why
I treat you like I do
but it's the best that I can do
in such short notice, the acknowledgment of your beauty
wraps around my iris, throws my mind back and forth

chorus

ending: oh, and how wonderful it would be
for you to actually notice me, to take in every shade of my skin
to learn to love, learn to leave, learn to return
once more, once again
yearning, yearning for your presence
an art I seem to practice

Title: Another song for you, which you'll never read

I like how you have ambitions to follow through
your'e the answer to what I'll never be
helpless to you, why won't you notice me?
I fall through the creases in your silk smile
I linger in the back of your lungs, hanging to dry
through the sharp breath of your tongue, I deny
any hope to make you mine

I count up the pieces that lead me back to you
you are my darling, my love, the winter dew
my eyes flicker like flames as you walk on through
you're deserving, I'm nothing like you

Chorus: And I'm in the dust of your bedroom walls,
listening to your beckons call
I am the person you'll never love
I am the person you'll never dream of
and you you're the sun, the sun to me
you are the one thing I'll never feel

you are a child playing in the depths of the water
you like to play with the fire in the winter
and I'm just the lining in your coat
keeping you warm as the night takes it toll
and I am the person you'll forever ignore
I am the person you'll forever ignore

Chorus

ending: I am your pillow, soft for your hair
I am the night watcher although I'll never quite care
and I watch you sleep, my beautiful boy
and I watch you rest dreaming of another girl
but that's alright with me as long as you're happy
that's alright with me as long as you're happy
without me, without me, without me

Title: In my veins.

I feel you in my veins, it feels good
every time I drag your atmosphere in
I never question why we're here
all I know is that this has never felt so right
by your side

melting into your body
I divide my mind from your worries
you're everywhere I've never been
through dreams I've yet to feel
as long as your here, I don't wanna know

Chorus: How could I confess all the actions I can't express?
it starts in my chest, gets caught in my lungs, thrown out like cold air in my mouth
you're the only thing I need, the only thing I desire, that I know I want
that I could ever get, easily
test me, with all my patience we both know I'll never have
I feel you in my veins, it feels good
knowing you're the same

I've so many unanswered questions to ask you in my mind
but you're late, you're never on time and I don't know why
I wish I could kiss you a thousand lullabies
when you're lacking the time to sleep
I feel you in my veins, it feels good

chorus

ending: don't leave me now,
in the gutter of your mind
god knows why I'm here
why I stayed so long
why I actually took my time