Title: Nada

Hold ever so still
in your state of pure beauty
a delicate silky sight for my eyes
and here we go again
we'll carry on as friends


define us to me
and I'll take control
I'll take your trust
without compromise
to be next to you it's a must
there's not anything left
to drag down in the river with my body


Chorus: I'm inflicted by pangs of desirable doubts
and as if you should ever be worried
just one look at you and I know where I need to be
this is the forefront of our ever growing situation
your pace is subtle
your steps remain heavy
despair with the ground
you walk all over my body

and this makes it easier
knowing it won't ever be the same
I've seen that look in your eyes
you've already forgotten my name
I crawl into you
I confide in your touch
and this makes it easier
in some form
to be nothing
to be nothing to you

chorus

ending: and it's in our plans
I'm ever so sorry for the delay
ever so sorry not sorry to have treated you this way
now you feel the stable stabbing of this lust
you remain effortlessly fragile
steadily moving forwards
looking for disaster

Title: Never goes right, but it goes on

What do you mean, you're never coming back?
I let you go a thousand times in my mind but never spoke such words of undesirable beauty
my mind's left intoxicated by drinking a glass of you
I echo your name late at night and you're forever held up in your minds own traffic
and you're never around for it
this constant battle
of my heart for yours

whatever it is and however bad you want it
your body stops the movement
prevents you from grasping onto the light that's being offered on this occasion
and I don't understand
I'm completely unaware
I try so hard for you
I lie so hard for you
and it's this constant battle
my heart for yours

Chorus: It never goes right
but it goes on and on
craving some consistency
with your warm body by my side
is this all that we could ever be?
and you wouldn't ever know or care
I've been in the dark so long
and you're the fading light
standing bare in front of me

I know I should have let you go
but I could never ever let you know
take it back all those false words
the lack of opportunity lingers on my skin
and the scent of tomorrow tastes like you

chorus

ending: and this is the southern point
where you and I no longer unite
the departure is due
and we're still stood side by side
tearing flesh to be close to another
for just one moment more

Title: abundance (thoughts of you)

I'm fine for now
constant wrapping of my mind around you
and it's the consistent time I'm fooled by thoughts of you
and it took time to realise that you were the one
I've been hoping for, hoping for the shore

you cleanse my skin of doubts and fear
and there's time life for you and I
and I'm fine for now
my shadow hangs heavy
my heart a medal on your chest
and I don't need your permission
but please just understand

Chorus: I'm faltering
how do I help myself?
it's all or nothing, you never let me go
and you and I are wide eyed, altering
adapting to new love we thought we'd never feel
your hands are mine to hold, your hands are mine to hold
and it's victorious
these thoughts of you

there was a time where my identity was tied around who I thought I could be
and I'm fine for now
forever changing to keep your mind content and your heart beats heavy
the weight of your mind sewn tightly to my soul
and it's always alright
no need to be asking

chorus

ending: all I'm asking for
is not your permission
but please understand this
all that I'm feeling
I'm fine for now
trapped in the security of these thoughts
thoughts of you

Title: Ever speak

you speak no words
but your mouth moves towards me
closer you hang your bones
but its your soul that proves me
and your slender touch hangs on my eyes
you crawl back into sight
and you never thought this could happen
everything feels so right
even though you never said anything


 actions speak louder than words
that's what fools say
I'm a constant disappointment
to all your patience and un-affectionate displays
and I thought you'd never, never, never
give this up, turn me in

Chorus: and here I am
in your hands, in your veins
I spread like wildfire
you pull me in
turn my tide
and won't you come any closer?

I've only ever dreamt of perfection
and in those dreams you're never present
you're always pushed into the sidelines
and I'm more alive than I've ever been
you've chosen me and I've chosen you
but will you ever have a say?
will you ever save me from my mind?

chorus

if you never hold me underwater
the sins can never be washed away
gravitational pulls rip my body
I drift away from you but still remain ever so tight

chorus

ending: and will you every have a say?
will you ever save me from my mind?

Title: to be lonely

I'm grasping onto any last chance for hope
I'm beating myself out of the darkness now
I'm holding onto your fingertips and every touch is much colder
and I know you better than I ever have before

you show me what it feels like to let this go
to feel lost and it's going to be better
when I let you know
I've been holding back words and emotions
sacrifice I made so it's your hands I can hold

Chorus: When we're alone
it could be better
and it's just us
we know how to be lonely, lost, forgotten
I'd take back half of my heart to be better
I pierce my skins with shades of light to be brighter
to be noticeable to you

unaware of the satisfaction that lingers in your every sway
it's you that keeps the fear of mine at each and every bay
and anything could happen now
but we're far too out of depth to fall into another once more
and for you I am falling, falling, falling ever more

my heart binds and shatters
this feeling doesn't go away
I wanted you a thousand miles closer
but I'm held into the flourish of hope
outlived by the demons my mind's so oftenly sunk into

chorus

ending: and I'm trying
god knows I'm trying for you

Title: + you

It's a long time since I've heard it all before
and am I what you're looking for?
forever seeking for what you'll never find
you're hiding in the dark, in the darkness of your mind

and without you, I'm getting on fine
but with you I'm forever improving
I long to better myself
I tune into you and you wear me down
I've got nothing to clarify with you
all I distract myself with, is everything I have lost

Chorus: it's in the way that you move
your eyes linger when you dance closer to me
I feel the heat rise in your veins as we're left tongue tied
and soon we'll be home and soon you'll no longer be alone
no need for you to turn off the light when I kiss each and every bruise

we've locked onto another
hips formed through shapeshifters
we've evolved into another
coldness leaves dark kisses
and I'm forever dark in your eyes

chorus

ending: without you, I'm getting on fine
but in your presence I'm forever improving

Title: Only you

Only you can see emptiness
everything you say, you're forever my tease
and only you can fill this never ending space
your eloquent touch keeps all fear at bay
and it's only you


the simplicity of unison hangs in the humidity of your breath
as we pull closer, we're a collision
this creation is nothing other than beauty
and everything you say, you're forever my tease

Chorus: it's you I crave
I've never lusted after someone so hard before
fallen through the spaces I intentionally found with previous love
you are the only body that holds me down in the dark
and it's you I crave

there's no need for reminiscence
everything I long for is right here with you
mistakes provide opportunities for repetition
but with you I am subconsciously free

chorus

ending: only you can fill this emptiness
everything that you say
those soft words that caress my veins
the press of your lips that causes my heart such ache
and it's only you