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Monday 30 November 2015

Title: For him.

There's an ache in the air
my body sways to the breeze
it's empty in your heart
it's empty in your mind, or so it seems


I am troubled, so very wrapped up in cynical beliefs
my mind plays tricks on me, paranoia will be the death of me


I keep pushing through the darkness
pushing through the rocks to find you
I keep pushing through the darkness
pushing through the gaps to find you


there's a atmosphere between us
you could cut with a knife
it's like this big build up of tension
like we wanna kiss but all we do is fight


and I am hoping that you'll see past the madness that ex lovers caused me
my heart it sings to your melody, that voice of yours will always leave me weak


I keep pushing through the darkness
pushing through the rocks to find you
I keep pushing through the darkness
pushing through the gaps to find you


I could kiss your lips a thousand times
it'll never be enough for me, dear
I could touch your body all over
show you how beautiful you are to me


I keep dancing through the doubts
hacking at the hope of a forever with you
I have never felt such love
I promise I will be here for you


Title: Light Home

The light way home
and still I wonder if you'll uncover
the darkness in my soul, the place which I ruled the depths of it all

you left me there with no warmth, no hope now
your eyes light up to someone else's call
a beckon you'll always be
that one person you said not to worry about at all

and now I'm split in two
I've spent all my time running
trying to discover how we could make this work again and again
trust's betrayal, my old friend once more
the closest i've come to holding on
is slicing my hands on the remnants of you


you kiss my hand and your words run deep into my veins
you say it's the last time that we'll see each other again
for your mind is elsewhere, your heart singing to another voice



I wipe my cheeks, tears stain my porcelain skin
I'll always wait here for you, by the phone
hoping you will ring, hoping you will stall this darkness once more



I knew this would end,
they say nothing lasts forever
it was written in the way you didn't want to touch me anymore
it was written in the way you never looked at me too long
the way your face just stayed neutral




and now I'm split in two
sewing myself up with lies and empty promise
and I'd let you fuck me over again
you're the light that distracts my darkness


Title: Woe

Undress my mind with your seductive lies
you can never seem to find what you're looking for
you could stand in awe for hours, encouraging my flaws but I've no message for you

Beauty is in the eye of the beholder, if you let me go now you won't ever get to hold her
she's not looking for commitment, yet I'm here willing to commit
you undress me with your woeful eyes and now it's all pretty clear
we're folding and melting, folding into shapes to suit another
and we all become a dust, each body is the same
and we all become a dust, each body is the same


take me by my hand, lead me toward the sofa
undress me with those woeful eyes the ones that catch me by surprise
each time you wish I was her
each time I wish I was different


I said I'd look after you, never harm you, never make you worry
but darling it's so hard when you are hypocritically doing the stuff I never wanted
you twist my arm each time we fight and make me always forgive you
I'm tired of these sleepless nights knowing you're not dreaming of me


undress my mind with your lies
lace my body in your secrets
you'll never get tired of being behind my back
each day the knife gets thinner


take me by my hand, lead me towards the promise
each time you come nearer I wish my soul was buried deep in the forest
surrounding by a breeze of fresh cold air
I could finally breathe
I could finally be free again