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Saturday, 24 November 2012

Title: remains

Dragging out last hope
as if it were a drug
except this dose I've been given
doesn't numb me enough..
(I'm waiting, waiting)

Lingered thoughts
 I see them through your skull,
they're wrapped up in your mind without any choice
I'll tag along, but it won't long till I'm gone...I'm gone...

chorus : remains of you,
built up upon the side of me
a shadow of false lust...can't you see
can't you see...
I'm slowly spinning in and out of consciousness,
but all you see is love which hasn't properly been discussed...

Staggering on my way back to my house,
but you're not sat outside anymore,
I've left you too many times outside my door..
(don't come in...)

ending : Motionless, you move so suddenly
it daunts my mind and yet I can still breathe..
but not for long, you'll pull me out and in of your false pretentions

Title: slower, slowly

And when we talk
I seem to forget the world
My regrets left behind
I’m all yours, your girl
I’m your girl

And when we walk,
Side by side and hand in hand
You’re all I need,
I feel in demand
And you know this feeling
Ain’t something you can plan
No, it’s nothing you can plan

Chorus: you make me feel like
Time’s gone,
There are no worries
Now we’re alone
You make me feel like
Summer ain’t gonna lonely
Because I got you,
And you’ve got me.

Turn my heart,
But don’t dare rip at apart
You’re all I have,
You’re all I need..


Ending : slowly,
Turn my heart,
But don’t dare rip it apart
You’re all I need now
You’re all I have now

Title: self-promise

So now that the light has gone,
Are you gonna take me home?
Or leave me alone,
Like last time, last time
Leave me on my own,
Like last time…

You know you’ve got my heart,
From day one we’ll never be apart,
You promised me lots of things
That would make me happy
And I said to you,
I said to you..
Those 8 letters

I love,
I love, love, love
But you’ve got my heart
Im afraid of what you capable of (of)
You’ve got my heart,
Im afraid of what you’ll do to it,
My heart, heart, heart, heart.

I always promised myself,
Never to fall in love,
Unless I was sure, of it…
And I made myself,
Build up all this luck,
So I could trip and fall
Domino effect, spilt it all

Title: Bewildered

A sudden rush of loneliness,
A feeling we find hard to digest,
Oh, boy, he doesn’t make me smile like you used to
He doesn’t make my eyes flicker like you used to

I never will move on from you,
Oh I,
Never will be gone from you,
A distance so close, yet so far away

The way you made me feel,
I’m trying to replace,
Bury over memories,
But I cannot hide your face…

Chorus: You and I both know,
Flowers bloom and feelings grow
But I’ve grown bored and old
Of feeling oh, alone
I’ve grown bored and old
Of feeling ooh, alone

Covering my eyes with sleep,
I think it’s time to love and weep,
But I can’t forget you,
No, I can’t forget you,
You were everything, everything

A face so brave, but eyes so vulnerable
Your heart so heavy, you must feel it all
But why so vulnerable,
You’ve got to let him go,
Why so vulnerable,
You’ve got to let him go…

Ending : There are times when I’ll be so afraid,
Loneliness is my partner till grave
And you and I both know,
Feelings and flowers bloom and they grow

Title: consistent pretense

alliteration is no replacement for substance
being someone else wont make you feel better
 being with someone who is trying to make something of something that isn’t
will never fill the space
Where you once belonged
You once belonged…

Pretentious People, oh we are
Pretentious people, getting far

Chorus: It’s a little late,
To change your ways,
To follow the track
That you once laid
You laid your body down to rest
Don’t be shy, we all progress…

Follow the crowd, they’ll follow you
Pretentious and proud
You’re brand new…
You’re brand new…

And I for one, am not afraid
To be the person I portray
Make what you want of it


Ending : It’s a little late to change your ways,
You’re laid down and it’s not the same
Your body doesn’t rest no more.

Title: hunt this down

The space between us is like a protest,
I won’t win until the other side rests
You’re constantly on your toes,
And it’s a shame you’re still the same
Yet so different to whom you were,
Not long ago

When I’m with them
I think of you
You’ll learn, in turn
To think of me
But I’m scared, so scared
This won’t progress naturally

Chorus: I don’t wanna be despised no more,
I don’t want to be chased, because my mind isn’t free
My dreams are all there, but trapped so tightly
My heart, oh my heart, it’s so sore
From all this hatred my mind harbours

Swim to me,
I’ll be the bay you’ll drag your body to,
I’m not confused anymore,
But I’m no longer sure as to what to do…


Ending: Nobody can hunt this down,
You and me,
It’s all I had visions of,
Reality it’s more surreal at times then we dream

Title: Eye see

When you close your eyes,
do you see dreams or nightmares?
When you look inside my eyes,
do you see monsters or fairytales?
is it hard to find,
something more than just lust?

oh when I look inside,
I see mess and destruction
oh what a fool,
a fool am I?
to be afraid
of passing time

It has been so long
but who am I to be shy
when you were the one
to took me by...a lie

Oh look at this,
what mess,
oh my,
to be faithful I
I, I

This is such a shame,
to be one of your lies,
but who am I to blame
my butterflies are your name
and they are writhing inside

Ignorance is bliss,
but then who am I to lie?
when your so afraid
you don't even want the time

but who am I
who am I
to blame
for my stories

Title: Always like this

It’s always been like this,
you open up the door
and hit a sip or two
it’s always been like this
you can't help but drink like you do
and you're
stuck inside a cycle
full of vicious despair
stuck in a cycle where your
heart won't care

So you numb the pain
whilst you watch the rain fall down
your window panes
you're watching faces past by
and you're wondering
how you have become who you are,
through all this nightmare
and you’ll
stay there, till the morning
because tonight you don't care

You're holding on for something new,
but every time you find it, you
throw it away just like a vodka shot
tears like vodka hitting your throat again
every night with you is the same

So lock the drinks up, away with all your fears
you can’t keep hiding from the real, tears
you, hold on for a miracle, you give up when you’re so near
you can’t stay any longer, now your numbness is all you feel

Title: Repetition

Tired and empty,
cold hearted lies,
I've been gone a long time,
distance shows in my eyes,
distance shows in my eyes

I'm back and I want what is mine,
I know I've been gone a long time
distance spreads in my lies,
distance spreads in my lies

Lusting for happiness,
it'll never be mine,
it'll never be mine,
too many troubles playing on my mind,
too many troubles in my mind

Chorus: As repetitive is my life,
I wake up with less and less pride,
I would wish and I'd wait to be you,
your body so light and mind so free,
I could wait for forever and a day,
seconds eat up my energy, baby

Lusting for something more than love,
emotions get tangled up in a web,
time and time I've called,
you never answer to me,
you never answer to me


Ending: As repetitive is my love,
It starts ends then fucks me right up,
As strong as my armour may seem

Title: self-wreckage

There's a place in your head,
where my heart calls it bed,
and it's staying here tonight
hold me, hold me
like you've never held before
hold me, hold me,
like you've never felt before
like this

there's a place in your heart,
where I know we can't depart,
our fears will anchor us tonight,
there's a fear in your eyes,
a thing I can't describe,
but it's settled here tonight
and in my reflection,

Chorus:I see your demons,
rise and burn, rise and burn
and I can't help but pick out all my flaws
because they take over me tonight
there's a place in your head,
where my heart calls it bed,
and it remains here tonight
there's a time and a place
where fate may take it's place
but I can't help but fear your not alright

I've never been,
one to seek advice
but when my hearts in the bin
it's all i've got to drown in

There's a wreck surrounding my body,
and it kills to say I'm fine,
the truth is that I'm worried,
but I hold no fears tonight

End: hold me, Hold me, Hold me
like you've never held any body,
held my body, before
grasp me, throw me
I'm a wreck,
your own ragdoll tonight,
I said I'm close to you,
so I'm alright

Title: Steal me

You come in like the rain
you go slow like the tension before the storm
and I'm still in love with your face
your eyes which sail to the middle of the sea

and you're deeper than anything I've ever seen
and I will remember you
with the cold nights the lonely thing we'd ever share
would you be there?

Chorus: and what I saw could never be true
the ideology of me with the inner you
and I said, I'd steal you away
for a moment of dignity with the lack of familiar faces
and the next time I steal you away
will be the time I keep you darling
the day you stay and we remain

there was a change in the way you breathe
I didn't want you to change for me
I hear the sound of anchored sighs
but you're intoxicated, it layers your lungs in doubtful dusts of previous lovers


ending: and the next time
if there ever would be
the cold nights we could share
would you be there?
to steal me away

Thursday, 22 November 2012

Title: Everything with someone like you

with someone like you, everything feels alright
bitter tastes evaporate from my broken lungs
I'd hope that you're the one, if not, you are my prototype
I'll tip toe around your mind until you let me in again
and I'll say it too soon, those seven words
laced in doubt, laced in lust, laced in you

your bedroom eyes
undress me with words of quiet beauty
you flicker, you sway, you absorb my silence
if we happened to part in the lingering morning
we're here for a reason
with someone like you, everywhere I look
the world is returned in bright colours
and my steps fool the ground with fallen desire

Chorus: with you, everything is easily said
we enjoy nights of comfortable quietness
you've taken what you need, and I give you what you aim for and more
we never speak of words we'll regret
we never let our dreams rush to our head
and accusations, if any, we aren't to blame
with you, everything is a smoother grain to push against

my personal fortune, mine to make the most of
we lack false illusions, although I'll say you're delusional
I know deep down I want to agree with you, I do
it's all in its right place, arranged in subtle need and want
knowledge walks miles on your sprawled sheets when your body is vacant


ending: everything is alright, with someone like you

Title: For (you) nobody

It's easy to fall, it's easy to fall fall fall
into you, your arms, your eyes, your touch
an abundance of long lost warmth, with you
you knew I was slowly diving for you
and I'll be here, waiting, until I'm old and used
a different shade of blue

and you'll shoot me down with words as delicate as cold
and I'll lace your kisses in ribbons growing gold, from your veins it glows
you're disappointed now, afraid of any outcomes that will prevent you thriving
and with your hand, firmly placed on my hips
we began to start a better day together
and we'll stray far from bitter nights

Chorus: and I can take on it all,
I can evolve into something better, for you, for you
I can try my best, to be the better person, for you, for you, for you
every little change I make, every rule that I break it's all for you
but you're too ashamed to be aware
do you even do you even, know that I'm there?

by your side,
I wear my shades of sighs
and I waste inside at the thought of departure, here
the thought of departure, from you, from you

this is for nobody,
I have nobody, but you
but you don't matter
and sweetheart, what have you done?
darling, why did you run so far away from me?
when I keep you buried in my mind at home
where you'll stray far from danger
and I'll protect you, in your darkest hours
for you, for you, for you


ending: darling, when will you
darling, when will you ever understand?
what it takes to be a man
and my love, don't call me your own
it's not it's not enough
it's not a name I condone

Wednesday, 21 November 2012

Title: For

This is for us, the remains formed in stone
this is the place where we don't feel alone
and I, will never belong
in the arms of your doubts
they hold me softly and sing me to sleep
in the voice I feel pinch my ears
I, will never belong

for you, for me
I'll evolve until there's nothing left of my broken body
until I disappear, for you
and to you
I'm home

Chorus: It's hidden in the gaps of your smile
your light freedom that drags with every kiss
and my skin feels golden, my breath is cold and it bites
and this is where you plant yourself in me
this heart has soil plenty for a tree
and you're a colour, green
my cheeks turn rosy at the thought of you never leaving
and in the wounds of your skin I climb in the dark
I see your world, and it's hidden,
but it's for you, it's for me

I held you tightly, bodies close
but your eyes distant, miles away from this constant cry I bleed
I pressed your skin to mine
and I did this for you, for me too

I capture this gaze with no more but my minds reality
and you disappear, completely
far away, you swam the oceans and left my body in the sea
weighed down with loves despair
no longer a fear, no longer a memory


Ending: the start of the departure,
the beginning of the near end
it's for you, it's for me
and to you
I'm home, a place you'll never be
my body cold and slumbered
a sight you'll never see

Tuesday, 20 November 2012

Title: Tides of reality

What do you mean you're not coming back?
the air between us is thicker now you're always outside
my lungs scream for you to stay by my side
but the windows closed and you're still, cold and this is where we divide
our differences greater than ever before

two bodies against the rocks
thrown by the tides of reality
two bodies against the rocks
thrown by the tides of reality
kiss me softly with hurricane lips
and breathe in words of insanity

chorus: this is not, this is not how it's meant to be
you're too late, it's too late to ever want me
I push you away with cold hands
pull you closer with every doubt I have
I stitch your wounds in words of shame
I blame myself, I blame myself for the lack of better days
and I can't imagine you ever leaving,
I can't imagine you ever leaving me
how could I ever cope with, with and without you?

two bodies against the rocks
thrown by the tides of reality
kiss me softly with hurricane lips
and breathe me in with words of insanity

this is where my flaws show
they seep through like stains on a silk blouse
and you can't remove me, no, you can't remove any memories
and this is where my flaws show, darling
this is where my words never make up for it
for it, for us

chorus: and this is the warmest stare
in the stillness of this encounter
I drag myself away from you with my tongue tied in delicacy
I try to find myself another you
 but my minds been pureed within this wire cave in which I hide

Saturday, 10 November 2012

Title: Home (you) in my mind

I swear I've never witnessed something so fine
within the grains of ambition, you're all mine
you sleep softly in my dreaming days
and wherever I am, I'm thinking of you
wondering if we'll ever be together, as one
I'm eroded by previous tongues and their empty promises
but it's you I long for
it's you who I wake up longing to see
it's you who delivers wisdom through passionate hoping hands

it's deposited in the curves of your smile
lust is sewn into the pupils of your eyes
and allure is the oldest enemy of mine
and I hope we'd get anything better than this
and I know you're trouble

Chorus: take from me what you think you deserve
give me sweet loving hands
and I'll never accept anything less than the satisfaction in the light
when I see you for who you are
when your eyes burn bright with carelessness
yet I'm all you cared about

you say you've got that loving arm
and I haven't seen you lately
where have you been hiding?
in the corners of my mind


ending: and you should come round later, if you're free my baby
drown me in whispered pretense
that scatter your unintentional emotions

Title: What you could do with, what I could do without.

it's hypnosis, the motion in the outline of your body
my mind sprawled in the feathers of your skin
it triggers my heart, my heart rate so rapid
and it's a thing for you
that I've never put into actions, but something I'll always have
and this is the end of you too
but you're not aware yet
and this is the end of you too
but you're not aware yet

it's the better part of you
that catches my mind through a sentimental trap
obstacles as wide as your emotions
have you ever felt what it's like?
to be alone but not so lonely

chorus: and it's the difference that divides you and I
we're just two atoms waiting to collide
and it's within the words you speak when you kiss my neck
and it's written in the shape of your pillow when you've had enough
but baby, it's all you've ever wanted
and all I could so happily do without

it's the side to you that nobody has ever seen
the steady flow of sadness leads me to lay where I'll never be
I slowly comfort you in words that hit your stomach when you've had a hard day
it's the gentle flow of toxicity and tranquility
all to soothe you


ending: and this is it
the never ending tales of you and me
it's the stories that drown my heart
and enable my mind to see

Title: 2 bodies

I wear my night shade to beckon you
you've become a stray to my one night loving
and this bed it keeps me warm
stains me in sinful remorse
and it's the contact of your skin, the lingering substance that wears my veins thin
and you're in my body, absorbing any remains of hope
that this could ever get better

and its' the day we won't ever remember
that day we asked for more than this is
and I would give myself to you, for nothing less than a collaboration of memories
and you're dragging me across the silky sky
and my heart is crashing against the rocks
and it's your bodies tide that brings me to my feet
yet I swore I'd never fall, for any fool, you an exception

Chorus: and our two hearts are chained
any amount of hope that any other could have hoped for
it's all diminished within the look in your eyes
they flicker and shift within the motion of my smile
and it's our intimacy, which we never lack any of
and our two hearts are chained
a situation in which we are denying

and it's from my lungs, you're drained
you sieve through toxicity thrown from my mouth
and it seeps into your mind like late night tales
and it keeps you awake, the cold that pinches your skin pale
and it's from my lips, the words you can never say


ending: it's the one night warmth
that your body craves
it's the bitter taste when you're walking away
and it's the one night warmth
that your body craves
but your mind was never here, and your body won't stay

Title: Away for far too long

I'd wish you were the one, if not you are my placebo
and we'll travel through the nights until we find the sun
and do things we know you'd like
and I think I'm in love again
imaginary encounters layered in dreamy sheets
and if we happen to depart, we both know we'd despise that
but we could become metaphorical
you and I are beyond this, for a reason

and I insist you come over
when my eyes speak of darkness
but my body sways with light
and it's for you, my shameful situation
and it's for you, my foolish patience

Chorus: And you've been away from me too long
far too long
I don't need to listen to what they say no more
and I just never seem to care
and this world isn't big enough to drag me away from you, all from you
and this is for you, my home
this is for you, my drifting happiness

it's inside your bedroom eyes
you've found warmth in my one night bed
sunset fool my eyes, and it turns you on
you run and collide with my bare body
and you've been gone from me too long
and this feeling has never been in an abundance
and this feeling has never left me at all


ending: and you've been away from me for too long
your body now a summoned stranger to a bed that was once so warm
and it's the stormy weather that awakes me from my slumber
and it's the nights your bodies away from me that make me wonder
and is it all for you? of course it is, and you know it now darling

Friday, 9 November 2012

Title: Dirty hands

Your dusky eyes, they aren't enough
they set my soul to sleep
they awake my forbidden love for you
and it's just too much for you to see

your eyes they flicker with forgetfulness
and it's your awareness I long to believe
your bodies sunset it sets my mind on fire
with words that can do you right if you just wait and let it be

Chorus: and it's not enough
to tell me that you're there, for me
and it'll always be too much for you
to understand, to hold my hand, to let me be

your body sways in the cold winter air
I catch you as you fall to your knees
a well-needed rescue, a trigger to your minds creations
I'm all that'll I'll ever be
and it's not enough, and it's all too much for you to let me breathe

intoxicated by an unknown substance
transferred from the corners of your lips
I feel you in my veins, I feel blood within my pain
and it's all just a show for you to see


ending: you witness my flaws in return for a droplet of reality
a common error by my hands
the disaster loiters in every plan
and it's just the right amount of justice that I'll never see from your dirty hands
and the air you breathe is laced in rumours

Title: A-wareness

We're both aware deep down, you're feeling something else
something that you can't disclose
it's the desire to be latched onto someone else
without feeling anything more than doubtful remorse

you and I know that you're better than this
but you're stuck in the blind spot of this all
and I could pick you up and put you in your place
knowing that you wouldn't fall
and it's this, you do it yourself
without awareness as to your faults

chorus: are you looking for someone better for you?
someone that will pick up the destruction after everything you'll never do
and are you alright by yourself tonight? I'll be the warmth to surround you
it's the piercing kisses that I get from your lips, the rarity
that tell me all that I will ever need to know
and it's the blue on your hips that show me that you're mine to hold

on the other hand, I'd like to let you go
but it's something that I can't do alone, yeah
and you waste in sighs as the morning grows
and you never want to wake up all alone


ending: You knew from the start
we'd never depart on anything less than broken promises
you knew from the start
that you felt and you're feeling something else

Title: Could I take it all away

So who are you to say that we're through
you're a doubter, my lovely boy
and who are you to take the blame for my actions?
to take this all away

and what if I cared too much about you?
what would you say?
and this isn't fair that we're no longer
this isn't fair we're apart
I don't know why you do it
I don't know why you can't do me better
I don't know why you put it into a lack of words

Chorus: Are you unsure of what it is that I can do?
I could have helped you but you're too low
are you aware that I love you so
could you ever let me know?
to return my touch, is it really too much to ask of you?
and it's the despair that you feel every day
and I try to take it all away

and what if I promised you
things that you didn't even know existed
and what if I took you places you've never seen before?
would you love me better, would you do me better?
than you did before?

I button up my shirt
and the lies they get worse
as we're separated now under the sheets
no longer inside one another
we speak what we feel
but you're too silent, for me


is it really too much to take it all away?
could you bring me to brighter days?
I'm exhausted of this daily occurrence
show me brighter days


ending: and is really to much to take it all away?
is too much to do you better?
and it's the despair that I feel every day
exhausted, I couldn't love you any worse

Title: As close to you as far.

It's the lack of interaction, from you
I crave a distraction to find you out here in the night
and I create a calling sound to try and get you to come a little closer to me
it's the lack of common interests
that subtly drags you away from my sight
and am I anything you wanted? not one bit, not one bit, not one bit

it's the way you look tonight
almost cold and distant from surrounding eyes
and it's that look I crave to taste from you
and it will never be mine

Chorus: To be considered the right amount of good enough
to be looked at beyond my skin and bones
and I wish it could be this way, forever
and I wish you could love me a bit better than you could
always a bit better than you could have done
if you noticed me and that's all I wanted

I roam endlessly to be far nearer to you
but apart the distance extends us
and I am thirsty for your hand to be placed in line with mine
and it's the lack of time we always have
it will never be mine


ending: it's the sharp words that I'll never hear
it's your limp touch that I'll never feel
and it will never be mine, and it will never be mine

Title: Still, with a heavy heart

You said you'll get what you'll need and more
you evolved into nothing less than a figure I dreamed of
what are your intentions, what is it you really desire to do?
what are your intentions, what is it you really desire to do?

you said you'll never stumble away with your heart full of wishful thinking
and this is where you'll lose your balance, this is where I'll gain all control
and we shelter from piercing stories that we overhear with naive ears
and it seeps into our skin as we turn to another with that sudden glare of hope in our eyes
and we'll always rush into the day, where our intertwined hands only stop us in our way

Chorus: Do you thaw into the Winters delight?
tonight your eyes are mine, and mine only
they flicker and sway as I remain still
still with a heavy heart
and it's the sweeter submission that takes us into the throbbing dark

I languish for your skin upon mine
I hanker for your taste and breath within my dusty lungs
and it's the pungent love that caught us in the headlights
lets us soak in utter remorse and despair

I anticipate for you to wake me in the morning
before you've left my sheets empty and cold with your lingering scent
and your words remain like bullets in my brain
and it's you, it's you, it's you
still with a heavy heart


ending: you said you'll get what you need and more
you're fired up with dusky eyes
and it's the submission into the night
you remain still, still with a heavy heart

Wednesday, 7 November 2012

Title: Latched onto you

To be able and ready now
I carry my hope inside heavy kisses that linger in your humid breath
and it's love that hangs anchored on the creases of your eyes
and it's this moment, that's all mine

we make our decisions with the encounter of our lips
you cover me in soft sheets of patience
and you'll never depart, because you know what it feels like to be lost
in anothers mind but never in anothers heart

Chorus: I latch onto your gaze
with is layered in gold and silver
you throw your wishes to the wild
and you always wake up to find that you've surrendered
and I latch onto you
a process in which we've plenty of time to see
and it's the way your face curls so perfectly each time you're in my sight
and I latch onto you, bodies close, bones tight

and I've dreamt of bluer skies
we swim through lakes of emotions just to find another
and it's a love that's like a movement in the night
it startles my body, puts my brain into gear
and there's no need to want to be anywhere when I'm with you
there's no desire to leave your side


ending: do you really want to wake up to find
that you and I have surrendered
and to be able, to be ready now
catching kisses with stomachs churned tight
you stay buried in my touch and ever so still
and this is all I've ever dreamed of
this remorseful love is surreal to me now

Title: Distant Slumber

I ache for you
in a distant slumber I awake for you
and to you I'm just a long lost body
for you to have never left
here we are staring each other down
waiting for this passion to bloom
these lips wait to taste your skin
just let my love lay you in awe
you've got to know that I adore you
baby this mind will always protect you
feel it all over, let it wash within

I bruise my skin for you to feel what I feel
to let you sink into my veins, to let you feel all that rules my body
and such beauty, such beauty in this disaster
the creators, yourself and I

chorus: and darling I ache for you
in a distant slumber I awake for you
for your bones to be close to mine
in daydreams I waste for you
and long gone memories break to make room for your smile

I let words break my skin
for tears I wear so thin
and it's all for you my darling
and I know you'll thank me one day for trying


ending: In a distant slumber I ache for you
in a nightmare I awake far from you
and it's all to be cared for by you, my love

Title: Mine

Now there's a cold bite to our youthful breaths
we turn to another before we turn to mould
we're always rushing through the day
I don't need love, it gets in my way
but I need you, I need you, you
to feel anything other than the depths of disappointment

chorus: oh baby are you free now?
my nights are getting lonely
without your body next to mine
oh baby are you free now?
I need your presence with me
your silky skin is mine to touch and love
oh darling is it all for me?
how you hold yourself
how you sway so beautifully
when there's no one else

are you still waiting for the summer nights
where you never were alone
where you had someone at your side
are you still praying for the light now?
when you're swimming in the shadows
and you hold your head down low along with my kisses


and it's all for you
but you'll never realise
it's flickered on your eyes the love you want to feel
walls surround your mind
and I'm stood outside in the cold awaiting the meeting of our lips


ending: Oh baby are you mine now?
please do let me know
I've been away for a while and it's time to let you know
oh darling, I loved you, a thousand rainbows on my tongue
for you

Saturday, 3 November 2012

Title: Convictions

darling, what have you done to yourself?
you've had many times to run
you've broken us, our intertwined bodies they come undone
and oh, I've never loved the look in your eyes until now
when you're weak and your smile is fading
and after all you will and have put me through
this one's for you

don't call me, it's not enough
and you were the one who told me not to be so foolish
yet here we are in the outskirts of the forgotten lovers
embracing what's yet to come
and this one's for you, darling
what have you done?

Chorus: be sincere or be cynical to me
and you'll lose what you've done for me
and my eyes are on you, especially
look at what you've done for me
there's nothing to show
nothing to show
this is the effect of broken promises
a lifetime of worry drawn from my eyes to my knees
and I'll beg I'll beg I'll beg for you to return
and to be sincere

dragged away by hands of those who made it
locked under caressed movement from your body
you'll arguably love me nonetheless
just for tonight
just because you need me


ending: you don't do it,
you just do it to yourself
for your  mind to be cleared of panic
for your other half to be drowned in relief
you're not made of anything more than I am, darling
your depths as shallow as your ability to cope

Title: Inevitable

Blinded by the fright in your headlights
your eyes say so much more than your lips may ever need to move
you breathe me in like a better loved substance
I'm tired of emptiness in your smile
and nights in cold sheets, alone
I'm exhausted of your everlasting glow

this is the life that I came for,
my body sways to the movement but it's not for you
and this is the moment you think you waited for
but you're unaware of lust surrounding you
I'm full of raised hands doubting my minds success
my eyes lock in on you and you're in my gaze
this second feels like an hour and away we are

Chorus: where am I,
dissolved into your veins,
the feeling you've prayed for
I've become an addiction to your bloodstream, unused
separating what you've always wanted to feel but never understood
encouraging ungiven kisses in the pattern of dawns embrace
and I sink into your bite
too many nights I've spent covered in exhausted sheets that lay my seeping heart to rest

and it's you,
elegantly oblivious to my intentions
and I'd be the one to say that I'm good
but I'm never enough for the winner in you
and it's irresponsible, I'm written off in a hesitant haze


ending: and it's in the crease of your smile,
the whites in your eyes tell me everything I'd ever need to know
I'm not the one who's afraid to say it
absorb me, embrace me, pace yourself in me
and I'll hear your whisper, I'll hear your whining

Title: Are you mine now?

We stay up waiting for an expected arrival
the lingering worry of your departure
and I don't need love, it only gets in my hearts way
oh baby are you still mine, will you forever be?
do you sway into the wind when you're alone?
oh baby are you still stoned still?
and this lust is like a movement in the night

and your eyes were flowing with the dusky signals of the sun
yet you're fuelled up with your heavy mind
the insufficient creativity of you and I
forever pretending this is where we'll always be
do you really want to be gone?

chorus: I lay open for you to remember
how you used to be
oh baby, not so innocent and pure in this tranquility
tomorrow doesn't matter as long as our sheets feel clean
and we're fired up with heavy hands
you're lost in the movement of the night

oh sweet dreams I've never had
encounters of your eyes meeting mine
a gaze I'd hold until I leave this world
and it's this lust that's like tension, and it's just right
and we fall into the sky through floating whispers

and we're still exhausted for this is never ending


ending: you weep into the creases of my pillow
you can't take the built up trust inside
and do you really want to be like this for a while?
prepare your shyness into the warmth
for this dismount is like a body which burns bright