Title: Just for you. Trigger.

I miss the way you made me feel
when we were on our own, on our own
and we broke everything that felt good
we both enjoyed destruction
and we sewed every leaking wound to breathe
and I loved the way you looked at me
with those bedroom eyes

and you lace my skin in sheets of bold love
my bones caressed by gentle skin
and when you're not inside I'm beside you
close to you
flesh colliding
with hope of what we could be
if we gave it a try

Chorus: And I loved the way you looked at me
and now I tuck myself into cold covers
as I shake each loss from my mind
I try to re evaluate memories we once had
and I'd leave him, just for another night with you
and I'll do it
just for you

if we could turn back time
could we learn to love right?
and if we turn back time
could we learn to love?
and if we turn back time
all that we had
all that we could be
could we provide it to another?
in a blissful purity?

chorus

ending: and I freeze, like I always do
I remain still, cold, broken
just for you
just for you