Title: Weighed down by you.

Oh I despise this submission of jealousy
it's not what I want, not what I need at all
do I choose to be weighed down by a thousand thoughts
none of which I own?
and it's within this peaceful tranquility
where I'm all alone
but I'm still weighed down by you, darling
and it's not what I want

and time is a current for us
we'll drift by without speaking a word to another
we'll get by on nothing but pure ecstasy
and you cried, you denied why, but for infinity
but we knew we wouldn't last
how could we?
when we never truly began
with each other

Chorus: and do I choose to be weighed down
by a thousand thoughts which I do not own
and it's this, the reeling, you're pulling me close
but it's not what I want
buried underneath sheets of blue despair
I cry to soothe my exhausted head
and I love simplicity
but with you I lose wherever I gain

I'm stimulated by all intellect that is wrong
and I needed you, tonight, all mine
and you're all around
I'm ungrateful to every breath I breathe
and I can't have it all
so I'll let it be
you and me

chorus

ending: and I chose to be weighed down by you
the thoughts that press upon me every night
and I chose to be weighed down by you